Tuesday, September 18, 2007

whoa

like whoa, it's been a long time. dayam.

well i'm not longer allergic to the world, proven by the delicious food eaten at a wedding reception just two days ago in the evening at millbrae.

it was nice to sit on the bart for the hour and half, go past the airport, where the mini-baby barts reside and where I came back from 2 years ago.

could it possibly be so fast? i dare not the think. it's not something i can rely on anymore anyways. I try not to believe, to let any words not mean, it was something of the then and there, nothing here anymore.

knitting wise i finished a scarf, nothing too fancy, just a more fun stitch, waterfall they call it. i haven't done much otherwise. perhaps i shoud crochet a blanket for the baby that will probably come from the wedding i spoke of before.


i'm with someone now. it's funny to read back, i'm quite silly, and i like talking in mixed words, trying to just swing around the truth, dont want anyone to guess, but myself, coming out quite weird and awkward, just my cup of tea.

but now i have someone that makes my weekends sunny. nothing of the sort where you have to see each other everyday.. i can get so sick of everything.

i have a guinea pig. he resides in my apartment, by an alleyway, and he often chills it out with a nice bit of hay and a perfect position of limbs, foot, and head.

i have to make letters all the time. I'm in graphic design.

no one reads this, so i'll take this all as a self reminder, this is what happened at this time, you silly girl. you're still not 21, but you're almost there. in 20 years you'll look back and either feel alot of regret or not, no vague possibilities there.

mare